ZOEY LOYOLA
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Post by ZOEY LOYOLA on Jul 21, 2014 18:44:37 GMT -6
:: callousMassacre :: PESTERLOG: AC: Scientifically, that is not true.
AC: However, you have made at least a good portion of your hatred of me clear.
AC: I especially approve of your skills on how you made me feel guilty for changing as a person.
AC: Do not tell me that the people who have hurt me have done no harm, though. I know that I shouldn't even try to explain it to you.
AC: Keep your insults to what is true, and it will be fine.
AC: I feel slightly good though, knowing that you once thought I was...alright.
AC: You however, were always rotten. You never changed nor grew as you should have.
AC: Always making me feel bad and I kept coming right back to you, just like all men try to do.
AC: I think, now is the only time that I am sure that you actually LIKED me.
AC: But due to how fucking bullshit our relationship is now, I won't pain my heart with regretting what happened.
AC: And sure, you know more information now. But really Azzy, I'm very interested in how you manage to always push people away from you.
AC: Sorry, *Azazel. You don't want any remnants of how I used to be, right?
AC: I have grown to survive and flatter when I must, but when will you finally start being a person?
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AZAZEL VIDEL
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Post by AZAZEL VIDEL on Jul 22, 2014 2:33:50 GMT -6
:: acidicCentaur :: PESTERLOG: CM: My insults are nothing but true.
CM: You've faced pain, but your pain has only lead to you turning on everyone who is of such circumstance.
CM: Your boyfriend called you honey? Oh, boo hoo.
CM: Zoey, he said that shit because he obviously cared about you. Whatever happened, happened.
CM: You're a child when it comes to those who've hurt you. Grow up and dose yourself in honey. Grow up.
CM: You hate all men, when you've only been hurt by a handful. That's just pathetic.
CM: Do you not realize how immature and ridiculous that is?
CM: Sure, I haven't really changed. I've always been a fucking asshole, but I at least give others the tiniest chance of being good.
CM: You just let your past cloud your judgement and instantly connect 'man' to 'bad'.
CM: You act like a stubborn, crybaby, teenage girl who lost 'the love of her life'.
CM: You're eighteen. You're not thirteen.
CM: I've grown into an actual person. I've grown to be a fucking realist.
CM: Say all you god damn want. You're not going to win this. You're not at all better. Zoey, you're just as shitty and disgusting as I am.
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ZOEY LOYOLA
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Post by ZOEY LOYOLA on Jul 22, 2014 14:06:20 GMT -6
:: callousMassacre :: PESTERLOG: AC: I'm sorry.
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AZAZEL VIDEL
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Post by AZAZEL VIDEL on Jul 22, 2014 14:20:21 GMT -6
:: acidicCentaur :: PESTERLOG: CM: Fuck.
CM: Okay, like, super fuck.
CM: I'm the world's biggest dick, and I am so sorry.
CM: Like
CM: Fuck, okay, I cannot even manage to apologize to the length necessary.
CM: I want to pour out my soul onto this and let you know how sorry I am, even if you don't accept it or see it or if you block me forever and ever.
CM: Even if my soul is just a blackhole that sucks up happiness. I'll pour out all the happiness it sucks for you, okay.
CM: I'm a huge prick. I know that.
CM: I'm abusive and an asshole and poke at people's issues and insecurities.
CM: I don't know why, and it doesn't matter why. What matters is that I'm sorry. Sorrier than anything.
CM: My biggest hope right now is that you'll forgive me and aren't, you know, feeling more guilty because you don't deserve that.
CM: You don't at all, and I don't know how to even? Really do this.
CM: You are a really special gal, and I did mean all those things, but could have said them so much nicer.
CM: I meant those things soley because I'm angry. I'm always angry, so they usually come up a lot, but damn I don't want to really hurt you.
CM: Maybe make you a little mad, too, but not make you feel like actual shit.
CM: Never actual shit.
CM: Fuck, I'm not sure if you'll even read this or feel better or forgive me, and I don't care.
CM: I just want you to be happy, okay.
CM: I want nothing but you to be happy.
CM: I want you to be able to take all your swings of hate and anger out on me, I want you to find someone who treats you right and makes you feel like a beloved fucking princess.
CM: I want to know you're happy, but that's it. Just know it, because the second I'm involved it'll melt into a puddle of fucksauce.
CM: I am so sorry, Zoey. So, so sorry.
CM: Please feel better, that's all I need.
CM: Please have that great smile on your face again. You deserve it.
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